G.Morning
To run with a Rooster
Just got back from a run in the beautiful Interlaken. Weather is amazing and superhot so I have to go out running with the fucking Rooster in order to not melt away in the heat. Patrick let me borrow his watch of which you can messure your puls and it`s soo good. Problem is that it`s not telling you the distance so I never know how far I`ve ran, only for how long. Today I ran for 54.10 min and I guess it was around 10 km. I really need to know because me and Helen are attending a race in August which is 10 km.
To study with a child
I don`t work until half past three so I am going to open some books about children and their development and try to learn something today. I thought it would be enough to just observe Patrick but I don`t think that is enough for me to past my test:-)
To hang with a beer
As mentioned above, work today at half past three. Hand out some beers, make a couple of Paninis and answer the same questions as you do every day. Oh, sweet tourists!
Anyway, I have to go. I thought I would try to look at some apartments before I start to study.
Loads of love,
Rebecca
Just got back from a run in the beautiful Interlaken. Weather is amazing and superhot so I have to go out running with the fucking Rooster in order to not melt away in the heat. Patrick let me borrow his watch of which you can messure your puls and it`s soo good. Problem is that it`s not telling you the distance so I never know how far I`ve ran, only for how long. Today I ran for 54.10 min and I guess it was around 10 km. I really need to know because me and Helen are attending a race in August which is 10 km.
To study with a child
I don`t work until half past three so I am going to open some books about children and their development and try to learn something today. I thought it would be enough to just observe Patrick but I don`t think that is enough for me to past my test:-)
To hang with a beer
As mentioned above, work today at half past three. Hand out some beers, make a couple of Paninis and answer the same questions as you do every day. Oh, sweet tourists!
Anyway, I have to go. I thought I would try to look at some apartments before I start to study.
Loads of love,
Rebecca
My Weekänd in pictöres....
Friday:
During the day some serious baking were made. Bread was better than I thought it would be and the carrot cake was amazing. ÄÄÄÄmmmmääääzzziinnng. Best of all - white stuff staid on the cake
Friday evening
I hang with alot of oooooollld people so on friday evening I "had" to go to a thirdy-yeard old party or as the birthday boy himself prefered to name the event: "Zwetschgeluzabä"
Saturday evening
So, around nine o`clock at night I had recovered from friday evenings adventures. I was working the whole day but my brain was processing stuff in slow motion. After my recovery we decided to leave the "truckerfestival" option and we went for a couple of drinks. Met up with Nicole and Ollie for some drinks and then we countinued to Johnnys.
Sunday
Oh, beautiful sun was making a visit so as soon as we woke up we packed or stuff and started walking towards the lake. On the way there we decided to take a ship to the lake. As we can go "for free" we decided that shipping is much more fun than walking. When we got to the lake we just hanged, had an ice-cream and got some colour. Afterwards we took the ship back home, had some dinner and then...fell asleep. Lazy, beautiful, beautiful sunday.
Yep. That was it. Now I am going to go for a run before I have to be at work. Have a najs dej people!
/Rebecca x
During the day some serious baking were made. Bread was better than I thought it would be and the carrot cake was amazing. ÄÄÄÄmmmmääääzzziinnng. Best of all - white stuff staid on the cake
Friday evening
I hang with alot of oooooollld people so on friday evening I "had" to go to a thirdy-yeard old party or as the birthday boy himself prefered to name the event: "Zwetschgeluzabä"
Saturday evening
So, around nine o`clock at night I had recovered from friday evenings adventures. I was working the whole day but my brain was processing stuff in slow motion. After my recovery we decided to leave the "truckerfestival" option and we went for a couple of drinks. Met up with Nicole and Ollie for some drinks and then we countinued to Johnnys.
Sunday
Oh, beautiful sun was making a visit so as soon as we woke up we packed or stuff and started walking towards the lake. On the way there we decided to take a ship to the lake. As we can go "for free" we decided that shipping is much more fun than walking. When we got to the lake we just hanged, had an ice-cream and got some colour. Afterwards we took the ship back home, had some dinner and then...fell asleep. Lazy, beautiful, beautiful sunday.
Yep. That was it. Now I am going to go for a run before I have to be at work. Have a najs dej people!
/Rebecca x
A day of flour...
Good lunch my friends!
1. Yesterday`s meeting was a "meeting" They tricked us and took us out for a bbq and some free drinks on the lake:-) It was really cool and something that I would really like to do again with some friends. Very well recommended! Only negative thing is that I lost a bit of my plastic tooth so I, now again, look like a pirate:-) No, it is not that bad but it could be:-)
2. I am having a baking day today. Three weeks ago I made a carrot cake and everyone abselutely loved it. The only thing that didn`t turn out very well was the glazing. Reason? I used margarine instead of butter and butter makes the glazing "solid". So later on today I will try it again..but with butter.
3. I also decided to bake a bread called "Kavring" in Sweden. But now I know that if you don`t have they right ingredients..don`t bake it! (The bread is not done yet but my stomach is telling me:you are going to have to throw that away)
- First of all..I needed Filmjölk. Obviously they don`t have that here so I used naturell yoghurt. It taste very similar to filmjölk though so I don`t think that will be the problem.
- It is suppose to become like a batter when you have mixed all ingredients. Mine looked more like a dough.
- When I had mixed all the ingredients it was very floury. Flour everywhere.
- I had to use dark syrup but it doesn`t seem to be something that is very common here. The only thing I could find was maple syrup so I bought that. But I bought too little. When I was pouring it in I realized that I needed a third more but as I paid 12 CHF (84 SEK..correct me if I am wrong Sofia my money bitch:-)) for a tiny,tiny bottle I decided to just put more youghurt in the batter.
1. Yesterday`s meeting was a "meeting" They tricked us and took us out for a bbq and some free drinks on the lake:-) It was really cool and something that I would really like to do again with some friends. Very well recommended! Only negative thing is that I lost a bit of my plastic tooth so I, now again, look like a pirate:-) No, it is not that bad but it could be:-)
2. I am having a baking day today. Three weeks ago I made a carrot cake and everyone abselutely loved it. The only thing that didn`t turn out very well was the glazing. Reason? I used margarine instead of butter and butter makes the glazing "solid". So later on today I will try it again..but with butter.
3. I also decided to bake a bread called "Kavring" in Sweden. But now I know that if you don`t have they right ingredients..don`t bake it! (The bread is not done yet but my stomach is telling me:you are going to have to throw that away)
- First of all..I needed Filmjölk. Obviously they don`t have that here so I used naturell yoghurt. It taste very similar to filmjölk though so I don`t think that will be the problem.
- It is suppose to become like a batter when you have mixed all ingredients. Mine looked more like a dough.
- When I had mixed all the ingredients it was very floury. Flour everywhere.
- I had to use dark syrup but it doesn`t seem to be something that is very common here. The only thing I could find was maple syrup so I bought that. But I bought too little. When I was pouring it in I realized that I needed a third more but as I paid 12 CHF (84 SEK..correct me if I am wrong Sofia my money bitch:-)) for a tiny,tiny bottle I decided to just put more youghurt in the batter.
Anyway...I better go back to my disaster bread. I`ll let you know later how the disaster bread and the carrot cake turned out!
Mmmmmm....Above: People that did suceed with their baking:-)
See U spöötter!
Mmmmmm....Above: People that did suceed with their baking:-)
See U spöötter!
A day.
Hello my lovely!
Today I was going to meet up with Patrick in Bern in order for us two to go to the cinema (Duplicity) and eat Burger King. But apparantly I HAVE TO come to this meeting at work tonight. It really pissed me off this morning but now I feel better about it. It just sucks that I had to be home the whole day and cancel my plans because of a stupid meeting that has got nothing to do with me.
But, WHATEVA. I have been lying in the sun the "whole day" and reading and listening to the new Razorlight See-Dee. It is fucking amazing! I can highly recomend everyone to have a listen. It is love for your ears. You have my word! Anyway..now I am off to Coop to have a look at photoalbums and to look at bedclothes. They have a fifty per cent sale so I might aswell go and have a look. I dont have anything better to do..it`s not like I need to go to work, or that I have to get on a train to Bern..nah.
Anyway..yesterday I met up with Helen for a coffee at the pub. It ended up with a couple of glasses of wine, some beer and a redbull/vodka in Balmers. Not good, Gummisnodd!
Have a good dej!
/Rebecca
Today I was going to meet up with Patrick in Bern in order for us two to go to the cinema (Duplicity) and eat Burger King. But apparantly I HAVE TO come to this meeting at work tonight. It really pissed me off this morning but now I feel better about it. It just sucks that I had to be home the whole day and cancel my plans because of a stupid meeting that has got nothing to do with me.
But, WHATEVA. I have been lying in the sun the "whole day" and reading and listening to the new Razorlight See-Dee. It is fucking amazing! I can highly recomend everyone to have a listen. It is love for your ears. You have my word! Anyway..now I am off to Coop to have a look at photoalbums and to look at bedclothes. They have a fifty per cent sale so I might aswell go and have a look. I dont have anything better to do..it`s not like I need to go to work, or that I have to get on a train to Bern..nah.
Anyway..yesterday I met up with Helen for a coffee at the pub. It ended up with a couple of glasses of wine, some beer and a redbull/vodka in Balmers. Not good, Gummisnodd!
Have a good dej!
/Rebecca
Outfit of the dej
T-skört= Topp Schopp
Sjorsch= Ahlens
Sjues= River Ö
i-POD update: Seed- Dickes B
Sjorsch= Ahlens
Sjues= River Ö
i-POD update: Seed- Dickes B
A good beginning of a good day...
Good morning people!
How are you feeling today? After a "downday" yesterday I decided to change my attitude. I was bored because I worked so little and there was nobody around to play with me (because people work:-)) But this morning I woke up with a smile on my face (might just be because of the fact that the beautiful sun was peaking through my curtains this morning) Coldness,oh be far gone!
I woke up and I had a banana before I put my nicest running clothes on in order to look fit for my run:-) (I hope yourcan read the sarcasm between the lines)
Top: Nike (I love,love,love that top and that`s the reason to why I took a pic from behind. Not because of my bootilicious booty)
Trousers: Reebok
Shoes: Asics
I ran to Nicole`s house and from there we went for a nice, looong run. When we got back I decided that my unhealthy lunches has come to an end (toast, chocolate, bread and cheese, paninis) so I went to the store to get some serious shopping done:-) I was also quite lucky because they had a 50 per cent discount on dried fruit and as I love dried apricots..it made me and my wallet very happy.
So now I am going to have some breakfast and then I am going to take my bikini, my Paolo Coelho book and my books for my tests out on the balcony to get some coloursand some knew knowledge before I need to get to work.
Thank you Nicole for another nice run!
I hope that you all will have a beautiful day!
/Rebecca
Ps. Patrick..I hope that you notice that I bought lunch for you for tomorrow:-)...Aj löv you...Ds...
How are you feeling today? After a "downday" yesterday I decided to change my attitude. I was bored because I worked so little and there was nobody around to play with me (because people work:-)) But this morning I woke up with a smile on my face (might just be because of the fact that the beautiful sun was peaking through my curtains this morning) Coldness,oh be far gone!
I woke up and I had a banana before I put my nicest running clothes on in order to look fit for my run:-) (I hope yourcan read the sarcasm between the lines)
Top: Nike (I love,love,love that top and that`s the reason to why I took a pic from behind. Not because of my bootilicious booty)
Trousers: Reebok
Shoes: Asics
I ran to Nicole`s house and from there we went for a nice, looong run. When we got back I decided that my unhealthy lunches has come to an end (toast, chocolate, bread and cheese, paninis) so I went to the store to get some serious shopping done:-) I was also quite lucky because they had a 50 per cent discount on dried fruit and as I love dried apricots..it made me and my wallet very happy.
So now I am going to have some breakfast and then I am going to take my bikini, my Paolo Coelho book and my books for my tests out on the balcony to get some coloursand some knew knowledge before I need to get to work.
Thank you Nicole for another nice run!
I hope that you all will have a beautiful day!
/Rebecca
Ps. Patrick..I hope that you notice that I bought lunch for you for tomorrow:-)...Aj löv you...Ds...
ZZZZzzzzz....
In a week I will be having pink dreams in my new David and Goliat Pyjamas...
Sweet dreams!
Stockholm i mitt hjärta
It`s summer. The weather is suppose to be nice. But it`s shit. I have a break from school (three months) but as I didn`t pass a couple of tests I have to study anyway. And work to get some money. It sucks. But...I guess I have to look at it at the bright side. I am actually going to do something good with my time off. Learn some stuff for school and make some money at a job I really like. So here is a little list of things that motivates me at the moment:
1. The fact that I got a "5" on my last test..who would have thought?
2. My work is sweet as...
3. I had a lovely dinner with Pat and his family yesterday
4. The running that I will be doing this week...or this summer in order to...
5. ....make a good run when me and Helen are going on a big run in Thun....
6. I am ordering some clothes from Asos today...wooohooo
7. Gurten is just around the corner (King of Leon, Bloc Party, Oasis, Glasvegas....wooohooo)
The only thing is that I really miss Sweden at the moment. I miss my friends and my family. I miss taking the train into Stockholm when Stockholm is as sunny as can be. If I would be there today I would take the train to Stockholm. Have a look in a couple of shops but because of the beautiful weather me and my friends would get some coffee and some picknik and sit down in one of the parks in Stockholm. Just talk about nothing and everything. Who knows...maybe we even would allow ourselves the luxury of a visit to Skansen or Gröna Lund? After that..when the sun is still warm..but not THAT warm we would have a drink somewhere outside. After that we might finish the day of with a good film at the cinema and a bag of pick and mix? I miss you my swedish friends and family. And I miss Stockholm. Stockholm will always be the city of my heart:-) Stockholm..the most beautiful capital in the world:-) At the moment I miss home so much it hurts.
A trip back in history:
Silverchair-Miss you love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dcwBfMHtmrs
Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But Im not too sure
How Im supposed to feel
Or what Im supposed to say
But Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love
Make room for the prey
cause Im coming in
With what I wanna say but
Its gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but...
Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people
Remember today
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love
I love the way you love
But I hate the way
Im supposed to love you back
Its just a fad
Part of the teenage angst brigade and
Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people
Remember today
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love
Remember two days
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love
I love the way you love
But I hate the way
Im supposed to love you back
Loads of love/
Rebecca
1. The fact that I got a "5" on my last test..who would have thought?
2. My work is sweet as...
3. I had a lovely dinner with Pat and his family yesterday
4. The running that I will be doing this week...or this summer in order to...
5. ....make a good run when me and Helen are going on a big run in Thun....
6. I am ordering some clothes from Asos today...wooohooo
7. Gurten is just around the corner (King of Leon, Bloc Party, Oasis, Glasvegas....wooohooo)
The only thing is that I really miss Sweden at the moment. I miss my friends and my family. I miss taking the train into Stockholm when Stockholm is as sunny as can be. If I would be there today I would take the train to Stockholm. Have a look in a couple of shops but because of the beautiful weather me and my friends would get some coffee and some picknik and sit down in one of the parks in Stockholm. Just talk about nothing and everything. Who knows...maybe we even would allow ourselves the luxury of a visit to Skansen or Gröna Lund? After that..when the sun is still warm..but not THAT warm we would have a drink somewhere outside. After that we might finish the day of with a good film at the cinema and a bag of pick and mix? I miss you my swedish friends and family. And I miss Stockholm. Stockholm will always be the city of my heart:-) Stockholm..the most beautiful capital in the world:-) At the moment I miss home so much it hurts.
A trip back in history:
Silverchair-Miss you love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dcwBfMHtmrs
Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But Im not too sure
How Im supposed to feel
Or what Im supposed to say
But Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love
Make room for the prey
cause Im coming in
With what I wanna say but
Its gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but...
Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people
Remember today
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love
I love the way you love
But I hate the way
Im supposed to love you back
Its just a fad
Part of the teenage angst brigade and
Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people
Remember today
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love
Remember two days
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love
I love the way you love
But I hate the way
Im supposed to love you back
Loads of love/
Rebecca
To have a successful blog you have to...
1. Not be able to spell (I am not the perfect speller either. But I try to look stuff up in the dictionary if I`m not sure. Especially because my blog is in english)
2. Write about shallow stuff like..I drank so much yesterday and check out my new pink bag...
3. Be mean
4. All in all..right about bullshit and nothing.
Thing is, SHITLOADS of people are reading these blogs. But I refuse to believe that they are being read because they are interesting. I am mainly referring to the blogs from Sweden. 18 year old girls that are writing about how much they drank or how many hours they spent in the sun bed last week has got over 20.000 readers. It is so "Krank" Is the swedish people really that brain dead that they find these blogs interesting? I refuse to believe that. I still want to believe that there is a future for Sweden. So, I am hoping that people are reading them because that the brain dead blogs are usually quite provocative. They are writing things that are against the norm and that are far below the avarage IQ-value. Which allows people from the oblong country called Sweden to get irritated and annoied about something else than there own little Svensson-Bubble-Realities. Instead of getting frustrated with their own pathetic situation, the non-sex with the wifey or a Thailand trip that never happened they keep on playing happy Svenssons and then go and read the brain-dead blogs in order to get all their aggressions out. That is the answer to all my "worries" A frustrating Svensson life is being replaced with a frustration of the blogs of the Brain Dead.
At the end of the day...big applause to the people behind the blogs of the brain dead. You are fucking successful and I guess you have deserved it. I must admit that I am a little bit jealous in a way. I think alot of "working-class-blogers" like me are. I guess we will never be as successful as you. Unless we start to write about brain-dead stuff. But nah...at the end of the day...it doesn`t really matter.
Puss..I am now going to work and then CANOYINING! Wooohoo..wish me luck!
2. Write about shallow stuff like..I drank so much yesterday and check out my new pink bag...
3. Be mean
4. All in all..right about bullshit and nothing.
Thing is, SHITLOADS of people are reading these blogs. But I refuse to believe that they are being read because they are interesting. I am mainly referring to the blogs from Sweden. 18 year old girls that are writing about how much they drank or how many hours they spent in the sun bed last week has got over 20.000 readers. It is so "Krank" Is the swedish people really that brain dead that they find these blogs interesting? I refuse to believe that. I still want to believe that there is a future for Sweden. So, I am hoping that people are reading them because that the brain dead blogs are usually quite provocative. They are writing things that are against the norm and that are far below the avarage IQ-value. Which allows people from the oblong country called Sweden to get irritated and annoied about something else than there own little Svensson-Bubble-Realities. Instead of getting frustrated with their own pathetic situation, the non-sex with the wifey or a Thailand trip that never happened they keep on playing happy Svenssons and then go and read the brain-dead blogs in order to get all their aggressions out. That is the answer to all my "worries" A frustrating Svensson life is being replaced with a frustration of the blogs of the Brain Dead.
At the end of the day...big applause to the people behind the blogs of the brain dead. You are fucking successful and I guess you have deserved it. I must admit that I am a little bit jealous in a way. I think alot of "working-class-blogers" like me are. I guess we will never be as successful as you. Unless we start to write about brain-dead stuff. But nah...at the end of the day...it doesn`t really matter.
Puss..I am now going to work and then CANOYINING! Wooohoo..wish me luck!
The aftermath of Greenfield.....
Hello people (s)!
Here is a little update of the last couple of days. On monday me and Patrick (I guess mostly Patrick) were recovering ourselves from the wild days at Greenfield (Patrick= too much alcohol, Me= Too much work, too little sleep, too much ice-cream and on sunday...waaay too much alcohol) We were watching film after film after film and we staid in bed the whole day. Nice bajs.
On tuesday I had my first working day at the tents. It is a bit of a pandemonium there at the moment so I had three different shifts on my first day. It was alot of fun though and the people there are very relaxed (almost all men so I guess the IQ-level is somewhat lower than usual) I will however talk to them today about sorting the schedule out so I can work through so I have time to study. School comes first as my parents (and Patrick) said/says.
Anyway, yesterday the aftermath of Greenfield really hit Patrick. During the night he was sweating like a pig and our bed had turned into a water bed in the morning. So he staid home from work. Which kept me away from studying and we went for a walk instead. The goal was Coop because Patrick had decided to cook and bake cookies (yes...as I said..he really was sick) So yesterday evening after work (1,5 h) I got an amazing dinner followed with a couple (of hundreds) of cookies. When I was going to bed yesterday evening I realized how nice it was to have a "houseman"...unfortunally he is back to work today and life is back to normal (I do everything..he does nothing:-))
Today I went for a run again. Not as far as yesterday but a 8 km run which was enough for my legs. After that I took my books and I went to the lake to do some studying and to work on my sun tan (not much browness but some information actually got stuck in my brain after the studying part) I have now showered and I am off to work (2 H and then 1 H break and then another hour...bullocks!)
My "look" at work. Took a couple of pics and then I realized that no matter what I do I will look silly. Because, at the end of the day, I am taking pics of myself. Whateva!
That`s it for today. Puss och Kram!
Baj the wej..Sofia...pics looks amazing from your weekend..I miss yoouuu......
Here is a little update of the last couple of days. On monday me and Patrick (I guess mostly Patrick) were recovering ourselves from the wild days at Greenfield (Patrick= too much alcohol, Me= Too much work, too little sleep, too much ice-cream and on sunday...waaay too much alcohol) We were watching film after film after film and we staid in bed the whole day. Nice bajs.
On tuesday I had my first working day at the tents. It is a bit of a pandemonium there at the moment so I had three different shifts on my first day. It was alot of fun though and the people there are very relaxed (almost all men so I guess the IQ-level is somewhat lower than usual) I will however talk to them today about sorting the schedule out so I can work through so I have time to study. School comes first as my parents (and Patrick) said/says.
Anyway, yesterday the aftermath of Greenfield really hit Patrick. During the night he was sweating like a pig and our bed had turned into a water bed in the morning. So he staid home from work. Which kept me away from studying and we went for a walk instead. The goal was Coop because Patrick had decided to cook and bake cookies (yes...as I said..he really was sick) So yesterday evening after work (1,5 h) I got an amazing dinner followed with a couple (of hundreds) of cookies. When I was going to bed yesterday evening I realized how nice it was to have a "houseman"...unfortunally he is back to work today and life is back to normal (I do everything..he does nothing:-))
Today I went for a run again. Not as far as yesterday but a 8 km run which was enough for my legs. After that I took my books and I went to the lake to do some studying and to work on my sun tan (not much browness but some information actually got stuck in my brain after the studying part) I have now showered and I am off to work (2 H and then 1 H break and then another hour...bullocks!)
My "look" at work. Took a couple of pics and then I realized that no matter what I do I will look silly. Because, at the end of the day, I am taking pics of myself. Whateva!
That`s it for today. Puss och Kram!
Baj the wej..Sofia...pics looks amazing from your weekend..I miss yoouuu......
In love with the wrong person?
Hello! I am now back in the blog world after a hectic weekend. I have been working at the Greenfield festival. I had to hand out lottery tickets to people. I thought it would be easy but it was a fucking mission. It was really warm and we had to stand in the sun for six hours with a twenty minute break. It was alot of fun because of all the people we met and because it was a new experience (at least for me) I am, still not fully recovered from the weekend.
First day I had to be at work at ten and then I got home around 1 (at night)
Second day I had to be there at half past ten and I fell asleep at six (in the morning)
Third day I had to be there at half past ten again and I didn`t get home til after two (at night) It was a really fun weekend though. And nobody forced me to stay up that long:-) I was always finished with work around five:-)
Whatever. Now I am off to my first day of my other job. I have no idea how long I have to be there or what I have to do. But time will tell..time will tell.
Last but not least, something refering to the headline. Sometimes I have doubts in my mind if Patrick is the right one for me. I think all people that has got a partner have doubts sometime. My conclusion is always the same though. Patrick is the right one for me and I love him with all my heart. But imagine how hard it would be if, not only, could you becoming intrested in another person but also....in another object. I am very glad that the only thing that could change my feelings for Patrick is another person..and not another object. Not saying I will change my mind because there is nobody who can change what I feel for him...but anyway..U know what I mean...sooo...check this out....
http://www.aftonbladet.se/webbtv/nyheter/utrikes/article5378464.ab
First day I had to be at work at ten and then I got home around 1 (at night)
Second day I had to be there at half past ten and I fell asleep at six (in the morning)
Third day I had to be there at half past ten again and I didn`t get home til after two (at night) It was a really fun weekend though. And nobody forced me to stay up that long:-) I was always finished with work around five:-)
Whatever. Now I am off to my first day of my other job. I have no idea how long I have to be there or what I have to do. But time will tell..time will tell.
Last but not least, something refering to the headline. Sometimes I have doubts in my mind if Patrick is the right one for me. I think all people that has got a partner have doubts sometime. My conclusion is always the same though. Patrick is the right one for me and I love him with all my heart. But imagine how hard it would be if, not only, could you becoming intrested in another person but also....in another object. I am very glad that the only thing that could change my feelings for Patrick is another person..and not another object. Not saying I will change my mind because there is nobody who can change what I feel for him...but anyway..U know what I mean...sooo...check this out....
http://www.aftonbladet.se/webbtv/nyheter/utrikes/article5378464.ab
Carrot Cake and Beutiful places
G. Morning, G. Afternoon and G. Evening people!
Today is the day! Today is the day when I finally can start working for this summer! I am very excited but also a little bit nervous because of the german. My "boss" is from Basel and during our phone disscussion I might have understood three words (at the most:-)) I am sure it will work out fine though.
Yesterday me and Patrick made "swedish carrot cake" I abselutely love, love, love to bake and the cake came out perfect. Patrick`s mum, who got to try the cake, used the word: Amazing to describe the cake. And it was nice. It was really fucking in my mouth at one point:-) The only thing that didn`t come out very well was the glazing. It tasted very good but it was not very thick which lead to that it didn`t stay on the cake very well. My mum told me a little bit too late that I really have to use real butter and not margarine because real butter becomes thicker when it gets cold. Oh well, whateva! Now I know until next time and I do think that the cake is eateble!
If you want to try it out; !Here is the receipe!
http://www.tasteline.com/Recept/Oskars_Morotskaka
I added an extra dl carrots and an extra spoon with cinnamon. It makes the cake much softer (read, not so dry) I also made a dubbel amount of the glazing( because that is the best part) and added some lime peel to it (not only just lime juice) You should try it. It`s really good!
Another thing before I go. I think Interlaken is the most beautiful place in the world. Ofcourse it is a matter of opinion but it is fucking amazing here. Most people that I know, that live here aswell, say that other places that they go travelling to are beautiful, but as soon as they come back here, they realize how beautiful their own town actually is..again. Interlaken is really beautiful.
My view when I woke up this morning:
Have a wonderful weekend people!
Today is the day! Today is the day when I finally can start working for this summer! I am very excited but also a little bit nervous because of the german. My "boss" is from Basel and during our phone disscussion I might have understood three words (at the most:-)) I am sure it will work out fine though.
Yesterday me and Patrick made "swedish carrot cake" I abselutely love, love, love to bake and the cake came out perfect. Patrick`s mum, who got to try the cake, used the word: Amazing to describe the cake. And it was nice. It was really fucking in my mouth at one point:-) The only thing that didn`t come out very well was the glazing. It tasted very good but it was not very thick which lead to that it didn`t stay on the cake very well. My mum told me a little bit too late that I really have to use real butter and not margarine because real butter becomes thicker when it gets cold. Oh well, whateva! Now I know until next time and I do think that the cake is eateble!
If you want to try it out; !Here is the receipe!
http://www.tasteline.com/Recept/Oskars_Morotskaka
I added an extra dl carrots and an extra spoon with cinnamon. It makes the cake much softer (read, not so dry) I also made a dubbel amount of the glazing( because that is the best part) and added some lime peel to it (not only just lime juice) You should try it. It`s really good!
Another thing before I go. I think Interlaken is the most beautiful place in the world. Ofcourse it is a matter of opinion but it is fucking amazing here. Most people that I know, that live here aswell, say that other places that they go travelling to are beautiful, but as soon as they come back here, they realize how beautiful their own town actually is..again. Interlaken is really beautiful.
My view when I woke up this morning:
Have a wonderful weekend people!
Public-Service kanalen som förstörde en hel generation
Jag tror att jag med säkerhet kan säga att det inte finns manga människor som är födda pa attiotalet som inte far gashud, svindel och kräkänslor av detta videoklipp. Man aker som i kanonfart tillbaka till när man var liten och när rädslan smög sig pa. Eller om det gick sig riktigt illa, (som det gjorde för vissa barn)en vilja att skada en annan människa, döda ett djur eller äta upp sin mamma. Denna kvinna kunde framkalla de mörkaste tankar ur de sma, oskyldiga barnen.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3VilWX6ehs&feature=PlayList&p=4B7182C32A04CDB5&index=0
Psyko-Ika i Rutan. Varför förstöra en hel generation? Trasdockorna räckte gott och väl.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QuJDMKAZGGs
Mission aborted
No biking. Stupid weather. Poohoo
Press. Play. Go.
Hello my beautifuls!
Me and Nicole had a great day yesterday. First we went for a 1 h and 10 min run and then we went to her house to have B-feast. After that we sat around and waited for the sun to come out. We waited and waited and waited and waited and then...it was sun on her balcony! So we spend the day on her balcony. And sunbathing with Nicole is not only sunbathing, it is a whole science. She has a fan (makes you feel like you are by the sea. Especially making sound effects like waves from the water or seagulls:-)), a water sprayer to cool off, nice sun chairs, sun-oil and sunscreen. It was a nice relaxed day and we were very healthy. Well, until we stopped sun-bathing and we both feel like we had deserved a beer (or two) Haha. But apart from that we were very healthy.
Thank you for yesterday Nicole and I am looking forward seeing you in 45 minutes for a bike ride. We are going to kill that mountain:-) By the end of the summer we will be two down hillers who can`t get enough of the speed.
Puss och Kram!
Me and Nicole had a great day yesterday. First we went for a 1 h and 10 min run and then we went to her house to have B-feast. After that we sat around and waited for the sun to come out. We waited and waited and waited and waited and then...it was sun on her balcony! So we spend the day on her balcony. And sunbathing with Nicole is not only sunbathing, it is a whole science. She has a fan (makes you feel like you are by the sea. Especially making sound effects like waves from the water or seagulls:-)), a water sprayer to cool off, nice sun chairs, sun-oil and sunscreen. It was a nice relaxed day and we were very healthy. Well, until we stopped sun-bathing and we both feel like we had deserved a beer (or two) Haha. But apart from that we were very healthy.
Thank you for yesterday Nicole and I am looking forward seeing you in 45 minutes for a bike ride. We are going to kill that mountain:-) By the end of the summer we will be two down hillers who can`t get enough of the speed.
Puss och Kram!
Me, Nicole and the Rooster
Hello my dear friends!
Yesterday I was good and I went to Bern to study. I have had problems with my job but I really hope that it will sort itself out...soon. But for now I can work as a hostess on the Greenfield Festival, which is cool. I get alot of money and the pass. It`s just during the day which means that I can look at the main acts in the evening (too bad non of the bands are something for me) and if I am doing a good job I might be able to go to the other festivals..which would be wicked! If I could go to Frauenfeldt I would get to see artists like 50 Cent, Kanye West and Lil Wayne. And if I get to go to Gampel I would be able to see Snow Patrol...wiiiieeee!
Yesterday, I once again, ate way too much sweets. Today I will not eat a single sweet apart from the little chocolate I have after dinner. That is my goal for the day:-) Me and Patrick rented a shitty film (Lat den rätta komma in. It was soo bad. Vampires are not my thing but swedish, children vampires are even worse:-)) and I guess that`s when we both started overeating (mathematical formel is: Shitty Film = Overeating)..Oh, well..whatever!
Soo, in about fifteen minutes I need to leave because I am going to return the film and then meet Nicole to go for a run. Me, Nicole and the Rooster. I love running this early. On monday I was showered and runned at eight o`clock..which means I had the whole day infront of me;-) Too bad I have not got to much to do at the moment (hmm..monday I cleaned so I guess that`s not to bad) After our run I`m going to the lake to read and relax and get some sun on my skin. Patrick is going with the bike from Bern today which means that he will come home "late" which gives me time to go to a yoga class at six. So..the goal for the day is health: running, breakfeast, sunbathing (maybe not that healthy), lunch: Sandwhich with cottage cheese, advocado and peppers (mmmm), some more sunbathing and then yoga. I hope it`s going to be a good day!
Me and Nicole with some alcohol in our bodies:-) Today it`s going to be all about health:-)
Have a beautiful day People!
Reb xxxxx
Yesterday I was good and I went to Bern to study. I have had problems with my job but I really hope that it will sort itself out...soon. But for now I can work as a hostess on the Greenfield Festival, which is cool. I get alot of money and the pass. It`s just during the day which means that I can look at the main acts in the evening (too bad non of the bands are something for me) and if I am doing a good job I might be able to go to the other festivals..which would be wicked! If I could go to Frauenfeldt I would get to see artists like 50 Cent, Kanye West and Lil Wayne. And if I get to go to Gampel I would be able to see Snow Patrol...wiiiieeee!
Yesterday, I once again, ate way too much sweets. Today I will not eat a single sweet apart from the little chocolate I have after dinner. That is my goal for the day:-) Me and Patrick rented a shitty film (Lat den rätta komma in. It was soo bad. Vampires are not my thing but swedish, children vampires are even worse:-)) and I guess that`s when we both started overeating (mathematical formel is: Shitty Film = Overeating)..Oh, well..whatever!
Soo, in about fifteen minutes I need to leave because I am going to return the film and then meet Nicole to go for a run. Me, Nicole and the Rooster. I love running this early. On monday I was showered and runned at eight o`clock..which means I had the whole day infront of me;-) Too bad I have not got to much to do at the moment (hmm..monday I cleaned so I guess that`s not to bad) After our run I`m going to the lake to read and relax and get some sun on my skin. Patrick is going with the bike from Bern today which means that he will come home "late" which gives me time to go to a yoga class at six. So..the goal for the day is health: running, breakfeast, sunbathing (maybe not that healthy), lunch: Sandwhich with cottage cheese, advocado and peppers (mmmm), some more sunbathing and then yoga. I hope it`s going to be a good day!
Me and Nicole with some alcohol in our bodies:-) Today it`s going to be all about health:-)
Have a beautiful day People!
Reb xxxxx
An effectiv day!
Hoho! Soo..now school is over and I am about to start working. But after finding out, fifteen minutes before I had to be at work, that I didn`t have to be at work, I wook my effectiv self out and I cleaned, I went to the bank, I met a friend for coffee and then I cleaned a little bit more. I love when that happens to me! It feels so good when you go to bed at night. Maybe I do it because I`m so nervous about the test resaults from my tests that I wrote last week. I can`t even start to explain how happy I would be if I pass and how sad I would be if I don`t pass. As I said before, please keep your fingers crossed for me;-)
A list of things that "needs" to be done this week:
1. Buy and photo-album for my three hundred pictures.
2. Start to work.
3. Study (both for my exams and german)
4. Stop eating ice-cream...EVERY DAY!
5. Do more running then last week. (The marathon is still in my head, but as it looks now, me and Helen are going to start of with the "Tjejmilen"
6. Find a MF-flat! And that is soon!
And something good that happened yesterday! Sandro wrote me an e-mail about a job on greenfield. Six hours a day and you get 150 per day and a pass for the festival! I wrote to the person I was suppose to write to yesterday and I really hope that they reply! It would be sooo good!
My new pictures I put up in the room after I was done with cleaning it..Just love,love,love them!
O.K..time for me to go to Bern to get some studying done! Have a beautiful day (if you are in Switzerland..have a wet day in the rain;-))
A list of things that "needs" to be done this week:
1. Buy and photo-album for my three hundred pictures.
2. Start to work.
3. Study (both for my exams and german)
4. Stop eating ice-cream...EVERY DAY!
5. Do more running then last week. (The marathon is still in my head, but as it looks now, me and Helen are going to start of with the "Tjejmilen"
6. Find a MF-flat! And that is soon!
And something good that happened yesterday! Sandro wrote me an e-mail about a job on greenfield. Six hours a day and you get 150 per day and a pass for the festival! I wrote to the person I was suppose to write to yesterday and I really hope that they reply! It would be sooo good!
My new pictures I put up in the room after I was done with cleaning it..Just love,love,love them!
O.K..time for me to go to Bern to get some studying done! Have a beautiful day (if you are in Switzerland..have a wet day in the rain;-))
Länge leva Karamellkungen!
Hello my P:s:-)
So, yesterday I had my first test. Basically it was a test about EVERYTHING that has got to do with psychology. It was a test about loads of stuff, everything just on the surface though. And I have to say, it went quite good. I am still not sure I pass, I really hope I do because I don`t want to go through all the material again. But I am also prepared on failing! I`ll keep U updated.
After the test I wrote some birthday cards for some birthday people and a card for my brother that is graduating tomorrow..can you believe it? That small little shit is not that small anymore! I wish so bad that I could be there tomorrow. It just happens once in a lifetime and it feels a bit sad to miss out on it. But..you can`t have everything in life..right?
Yesterday evening I went to sign my contract for work this summer. It felt so good to actually get it on paper and to know, that on monday, I`ll be a working woman:-) After that, me and Helen went nordic walking. Not for very long since I was a soo tired from little sleep and loads of concentration. BUT, the most important thing is that she brought me Leverpastej och Karamellkungen! Two of the things that I miss the most apart from my friends and my family. She helped me get the perfect ending of an exhausting day:-)
And, I would like to add something here. She gave me this bag of sweets, it must have been around 200 gr. And I`ve still got shitloads! I have become a grown up and I "just" ate around ten sweets, but if this would have been a year ago or two, that bag would have been long gone. But, now, I`ve got some for todays studying and I also made Patrick a little easter egg with some of it:-) It makes me happy to think about the fact that I don`t eat sweets til I almost puke. I think it`s is a small sign of some sort of balance. Whatever! With that I would like to say: Länge leve Karamellkungen!
Och sen saklart, GRATTIS PA FÖDELSEDAGEN MIN PAPPA! Jag saknar dig jättemycket och jag hoppas att du inte stressar ihjäl dig pa din födelsedag! Förlat sa mycket för att jag väckte dig i morse! Men jag trodde att du var vaken!
Puss pa er mina fina!
/Rebecca x
So, yesterday I had my first test. Basically it was a test about EVERYTHING that has got to do with psychology. It was a test about loads of stuff, everything just on the surface though. And I have to say, it went quite good. I am still not sure I pass, I really hope I do because I don`t want to go through all the material again. But I am also prepared on failing! I`ll keep U updated.
After the test I wrote some birthday cards for some birthday people and a card for my brother that is graduating tomorrow..can you believe it? That small little shit is not that small anymore! I wish so bad that I could be there tomorrow. It just happens once in a lifetime and it feels a bit sad to miss out on it. But..you can`t have everything in life..right?
Yesterday evening I went to sign my contract for work this summer. It felt so good to actually get it on paper and to know, that on monday, I`ll be a working woman:-) After that, me and Helen went nordic walking. Not for very long since I was a soo tired from little sleep and loads of concentration. BUT, the most important thing is that she brought me Leverpastej och Karamellkungen! Two of the things that I miss the most apart from my friends and my family. She helped me get the perfect ending of an exhausting day:-)
And, I would like to add something here. She gave me this bag of sweets, it must have been around 200 gr. And I`ve still got shitloads! I have become a grown up and I "just" ate around ten sweets, but if this would have been a year ago or two, that bag would have been long gone. But, now, I`ve got some for todays studying and I also made Patrick a little easter egg with some of it:-) It makes me happy to think about the fact that I don`t eat sweets til I almost puke. I think it`s is a small sign of some sort of balance. Whatever! With that I would like to say: Länge leve Karamellkungen!
Och sen saklart, GRATTIS PA FÖDELSEDAGEN MIN PAPPA! Jag saknar dig jättemycket och jag hoppas att du inte stressar ihjäl dig pa din födelsedag! Förlat sa mycket för att jag väckte dig i morse! Men jag trodde att du var vaken!
Puss pa er mina fina!
/Rebecca x
Just to get it straight...
I am a complicated person. I am way to self-critic and in the search of perfection I become everything but...I have got ideas and thoughts in my mind that eats me up from the inside. Makes me feel sad and afraid. Especially since I dont know what is just in my mind and what is real. What is true and what is not. For example: How much do really men compare women to the women we see in media. Or how strange have their picture become of what a normal woman is. Or what thin is? Or fat? Or am I just totally wrong. I`ll give you an example that might make my point clearer and to make it possible for you to help me tell if I am so messed up in my mind that I can tell between right and wrong, fat and thin.
This is some gossip I heard.
Lily Allen is NOT thin (If she is not thin..what does that make me?)
This girl is attractive (it was the best picture I could get) and not particulary thin.
Am I really going mad here? Or should I be worried about the ideals that excist in the world? I saw this girl and I thought she looked like twelve and needed to get nutrition in any way possible, as quick as possible. But apparently, she is attractive. And not especially thin. I am going mad. I think I like myself. But the more I look it from the worlds eyes, I am starting to wonder if I am the only one who does. What do you think? Am I going crazy? Because it breaks my heart to know that there are guys who think girls like the one above are attractive. She looks like a child, or like a man. It is too bad it is a bad picture, but you should see her from behind. She could have been twelve or a very thin man. Why does it hurt so bad to know that men likes girls like that? Maybe because I am so far from it as it can get. But I want to believe that there are men who would react: No way! She is way too thin! What do u think? It is tearing me apart.
This message is all about the babbling.
This is some gossip I heard.
Lily Allen is NOT thin (If she is not thin..what does that make me?)This girl is attractive (it was the best picture I could get) and not particulary thin.
Am I really going mad here? Or should I be worried about the ideals that excist in the world? I saw this girl and I thought she looked like twelve and needed to get nutrition in any way possible, as quick as possible. But apparently, she is attractive. And not especially thin. I am going mad. I think I like myself. But the more I look it from the worlds eyes, I am starting to wonder if I am the only one who does. What do you think? Am I going crazy? Because it breaks my heart to know that there are guys who think girls like the one above are attractive. She looks like a child, or like a man. It is too bad it is a bad picture, but you should see her from behind. She could have been twelve or a very thin man. Why does it hurt so bad to know that men likes girls like that? Maybe because I am so far from it as it can get. But I want to believe that there are men who would react: No way! She is way too thin! What do u think? It is tearing me apart.
This message is all about the babbling.
Studying...
So...tomorrow is time for testing again. Fuck me. Times doesn`t always fly by when you have fun, it also runs away from you like a little croachroach when you need it to be more like a turtle. Thing is, it`s quite an interesting subject and if I had used my time more wisely and studied a bit harder I really think that I could have passed (german knowledges or not) but know I am starting to have serious doubts. Anyhow..keep your fingers crossed for me tomorrow and keep your fingers crossed for me today. Today, it`s all about getting the right information ready in my memory for tomorrow. Have a good day people and I`ll be back tomorrow with an update about how it went (if I have time..another test on saturday)
See U later!
/Rebecca
By the way. I don`t think you can have missed what happened at the MTV Movie awards..if you did...here you go. Couldn`t stop laughing...couldn`t stop myself from being embarresed.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0WkC5wdfYng
See U later!
/Rebecca
By the way. I don`t think you can have missed what happened at the MTV Movie awards..if you did...here you go. Couldn`t stop laughing...couldn`t stop myself from being embarresed.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0WkC5wdfYng
